What used to work is not working and what used to be good is now bad. Things do not ever change it is just our perception that changes. Objects are manifested in this space and time through imagination and concentration. One is no different than the other. It only looks so to the untrained mind.
When one can look deep beyond this physical world which is only a very shallow pond one will see that we are driven by these magical forces called particles. We come from these dark places in the void and all is contained there. Learning to play inside this realm can be fun but it is not easy to learn.
You must find a master of these dark things. These unimaginable things and work with them and listen to them and study.